08-02-2020, 03:50 AM
<p>This is an unpleasant topic, but I feel like I need to talk about it.<br><br>Since my fight knocked me out, I don't find having sex with him is what I want at all. I'm doing this now because I feel I have to. When I think about having sex with him, I'm afraid of him. I found that at night I dream of being with other men, and I like it, and it attracts me. I feel guilty about these dreams.<br>I wouldn't cheat, and I can't imagine actually going for sex with any other man because I don't feel well.<br><br>I know a lot of people probably fantasize about other men besides their own partner, but I feel so guilty. He ruined everything.<br></p>